- J E S S I C A -

seventeen : junior : florida
red pandas, the fray, green tea
22611 5311 - i couldn't ask for better guardian angels

i can be too forgiving. i wish i could freeze time during the fall. i am a devoted perfectionist. i keep my emotions under reservation. i don’t like having dreams. i am far too complicated. writing is my passion. i find it easy to recognize impatience. i was born a listener.

oh, and i just so happen to be unconditionally in love with my best friend corey carr <3
May 31st
10:29 PM
Via
yes

yes

May 30th
10:57 PM

i have things to say but they are things that i can’t

8:56 PM

a message from Anonymous


So I lurk your tumblr randomly (it's kind of weird because I'm not your friend) anywho well I used to not like you much only because I thought you hated me because I would walk somewhere and see you and I thought you would be giving me the death glare but anyways getting off topic... I love how when people question your beliefs and who you are, you seem to stay true to yourself and are honest and defend what you believe in. It's really inspiring even if I am everything you stand against.

this made me incredibly sad and happy all at the same time.

i don’t hate anyone. i really try to avoid “hating” people. if we’re not friends, then i can promise that i will like you until you give me a reason to think otherwise. please don’t assume things about me! i try to be as nice as i can to people that i don’t know… you probably just got the wrong impression? :) talk to me in person sometime or tell me who you are so we can fix this… maybe i’ll make things a little more clear for you<3

(thats what made me sad. i don’t want anyone to think that i hate them without a cause.)

but the happy part is your last 2 sentences. i’m really glad that i can be a sort of inspiration to someone who i don’t even know. it makes me realize that i can affect many people with the things that i do and say. people that i don’t even know are watching. if i didn’t stand by what i believed in… then who would i be? i definitely wouldn’t be jessica. i can’t let myself conform to society’s “norms” just because i get ridiculed for it. 

i believe in what i want… because its what i want.
its not what other people want. 

i like you<3

May 29th
10:23 PM
Via
May 28th
10:33 PM

the fray is the only thing that is preventing me from losing my sanity right now

10:46 AM

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okay…. now i’m furious.

if any of you think that “the crew” is annoying, then congratulations! want to know how much i care?! \__________/ < that is a cup. that is an empty cup. if i cared at all… that cup would be completely full. but its not. oops.

the crew are my absolute best friends. every single one of them mean more to me than any person on this planet. i don’t care if you want to internally disrespect that… but please, don’t verbally and anonymously voice that disrespect towards us. because:

1. you won’t change anything

2. you sound indecent and afraid

and 3. you’ll manage to piss off 6 people… all at once.

we don’t flaunt ourselves.. so i can’t imagine how we’re annoying in the slightest.
if you want to take the time to get to know us personally, then don’t approach us anonymously. none of us are terrible people… so we’re always willing to make new friends. its not like we’re a group of selfish and stuck up teenagers who refuse to be friends with other people aside from ourselves. plenty of us have other friends.

but one of the main reasons that we find comfort in each other is because we’ve known each other for so long. i’ve known most of the crew since 2nd grade. and we’re almost seniors. so we can all trust each other… because we all know that we won’t betray each other. there is no back stabbing, no drama, no lies, nothing. nothing like that exists within the crew and that is why we always gravitate towards one another in comparison towards gravitating towards new people that we have never met. 

May 27th
4:20 PM

a message from Anonymous


you and corey > dallys and justin

no.
couples should never be compared.
because my relationship with corey is obviously going to be different than dallys’ relationship with justin.
corey and i are not better than them, and they are not better than us.
it doesn’t work like that. 


go away and be stupid somewhere else.

12:18 AM

9 months with the most incredible person i’ve ever known<3

May 24th
9:47 PM
Via
May 23rd
10:30 PM

night skies and golden eyes
lies upon lies upon lies
scars and empty carts
ever so fragile hearts
darkened and uncaring
sadistic smiles carried
breath so heavy
forever unshaken
an unfortunate
unwanted
haven
 

May 22nd
7:24 PM
idk guys i just feel pretty today i guess :/
this doesn&#8217;t happen a lot
i hope i don&#8217;t sound conceited

idk guys i just feel pretty today i guess :/

this doesn’t happen a lot

i hope i don’t sound conceited