yes
yes
i have things to say but they are things that i can’t
this made me incredibly sad and happy all at the same time.
i don’t hate anyone. i really try to avoid “hating” people. if we’re not friends, then i can promise that i will like you until you give me a reason to think otherwise. please don’t assume things about me! i try to be as nice as i can to people that i don’t know… you probably just got the wrong impression? :) talk to me in person sometime or tell me who you are so we can fix this… maybe i’ll make things a little more clear for you<3
(thats what made me sad. i don’t want anyone to think that i hate them without a cause.)
but the happy part is your last 2 sentences. i’m really glad that i can be a sort of inspiration to someone who i don’t even know. it makes me realize that i can affect many people with the things that i do and say. people that i don’t even know are watching. if i didn’t stand by what i believed in… then who would i be? i definitely wouldn’t be jessica. i can’t let myself conform to society’s “norms” just because i get ridiculed for it.
i believe in what i want… because its what i want.
its not what other people want.
i like you<3
okay…. now i’m furious.
if any of you think that “the crew” is annoying, then congratulations! want to know how much i care?! \__________/ < that is a cup. that is an empty cup. if i cared at all… that cup would be completely full. but its not. oops.
the crew are my absolute best friends. every single one of them mean more to me than any person on this planet. i don’t care if you want to internally disrespect that… but please, don’t verbally and anonymously voice that disrespect towards us. because:
1. you won’t change anything
2. you sound indecent and afraid
and 3. you’ll manage to piss off 6 people… all at once.
we don’t flaunt ourselves.. so i can’t imagine how we’re annoying in the slightest.
if you want to take the time to get to know us personally, then don’t approach us anonymously. none of us are terrible people… so we’re always willing to make new friends. its not like we’re a group of selfish and stuck up teenagers who refuse to be friends with other people aside from ourselves. plenty of us have other friends.
but one of the main reasons that we find comfort in each other is because we’ve known each other for so long. i’ve known most of the crew since 2nd grade. and we’re almost seniors. so we can all trust each other… because we all know that we won’t betray each other. there is no back stabbing, no drama, no lies, nothing. nothing like that exists within the crew and that is why we always gravitate towards one another in comparison towards gravitating towards new people that we have never met.
no.
couples should never be compared.
because my relationship with corey is obviously going to be different than dallys’ relationship with justin.
corey and i are not better than them, and they are not better than us.
it doesn’t work like that.
go away and be stupid somewhere else.
night skies and golden eyes
lies upon lies upon lies
scars and empty carts
ever so fragile hearts
darkened and uncaring
sadistic smiles carried
breath so heavy
forever unshaken
an unfortunate
unwanted
haven
idk guys i just feel pretty today i guess :/
this doesn’t happen a lot
i hope i don’t sound conceited